I can breath easy today. Cloud called last night just before 12. Told me he couldnt sleep and he went through his phone book to call people.. I'm sure.. and I asked why he didn't call Alex, said she was sleeping. We talked more and he started to tell me all about everything going on and half way through I said, "You called me to tell me these things cause you know you can't tell Alex." He said yes, and because he missed me and flat out told me he is only with her to try and get over me and it wasn't working at all. I laughed, quite hard and replied that of course it wouldn't work. He also told me that they have never spent any time together while dating, or even really talked on the phone. They texted. I'm not sure where we stand exactly but he told me over and over he loved me so I know that. And I know hes confused. And that we talked for over 2 and a half hours.
And where it leaves me. Working on getting better as fast and as best as I am capable. For him, for college, for my family, and mostly for me and the sake of my life.
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